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songs for girls who don't know how to have feelings

by amitypark

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anxious or something like that 01:20
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Craving the chaos I cave in to you The rain on the rooftops These old winter blues If I can’t be happy I’d rather be new Because nothing about me Feels good enough for you I’m sorry that I’m anxious I guess I’ll just leave Can we turn the lights out? Can we please bury me? And if I run away Would you come after me? If I told you I cried Would you sing me to sleep?
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imposter 02:00
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There’s something in my head that tells me “Slit your wrists cause you’re not helping” “Shut your mouth and go to hell please” “They don’t want you”, someone help me Slit my wrists and call me worthless Cigarettes burns, the way you hurt me How could anybody want me Left to bleed, and I’m so sorry Sometimes I hear voices But mostly just my own Telling me to do everything I can To make sure that I die alone There’s something about self-sabotage That makes me feel like i’m not wrong Like I’m getting what I deserve and I think “imposter” is the right word Cut my ties and run away from Anything that feels like home and I never meant to hurt your feelings Guess I’m everything I seem And oh This isn’t what I want But I Don’t know how to try And lately I’ve been trying To get a grip on myself Cuz I’m getting too old for all this Fucked up, self-hate, emo bullshit The pity party just won’t stop I’m sorry I’m nothing you want Cause I don’t want to fuck this up I won’t run away from this home
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remover 02:50
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Trifling I can hear them rifling I can see them smiling And their love’s like violence Violins I can hear the violins Remember all the time we spent Can we try to make amends? If your words were final Can I make them my own? If I can’t be What you want me Then maybe I should go Silence I just want to die your friend And if I could find my sense Maybe id feel less of this Shyness Oh my god, I’m such a mess I’ve always been a total wreck But lately I’ve been trying less If I gave my all Would I still find a way to fall? If I can’t be Something worth saving Then I guess I’ll just go
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i'm out of song titles just name it after the chorus 01:39
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Led astray I’m sorry I’m not home Far away From everything I know And if my head could stop hurting My lungs could stop burning I feel like a burden My feelings won’t curb and I want them to go away I want them to go away I want them to go away I want them to go away It won’t get better Cause it can’t get better If you won’t get better I don’t wanna get better I don’t wanna feel better anymore I don’t wanna feel better anymore I don’t wanna feel better anymore I don’t wanna feel better anymore
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thrasher 02:08
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I’ve been Lonely But I don’t need a friend I just need the feeling Of falling In love But I don’t believe in Anything beyond the chemicals You say nothing else matters anyway And I keep thinking bout the day you left The days we spent begging for death And everything I do just pushes you away But it’s just like you said, and I learned to say That nothing else matters anyway And I’ve been Slowly Dying on the inside like a star Begging to explode Ready to go supernova But you asked me to come over And what sort of friend would I be To be dead when you needed me?
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i fuck up 01:39
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I thought I was something that you might like I’m sorry i fuck up every time If I could go back to The day that we met and See your face again Like nothing happened I guess it’s best left unsaid Am I afraid of What might happen next? Of course I am Of course I am If things had been Different would we still be friends But everything ends Yeah everything ends If I could go back to The day that you left and Do it all again Then I don’t think I would Cause I hear you’ve been good Wouldn’t want to intrude Keep my head down like I should I wish I’d understood Wash my hands of this blood Cover memories up

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originally released under the name howtostopbreathingandstartdying

for archival purposes the original release can be found here: howtostopbreathing.bandcamp.com

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released January 5, 2020

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